Heard of the roti prata story? I wonder if someone made it up or what...Oh gosh, think i'll never look at roti prata in the same way again. I'm so damn tired that i haven't been wakeingup on time! It had been the same routine of : hit the first alarm button off, snooze through the second alarm, hit the second alarm button, back to sleep, wake up to the brightly lighted room and panic my ass off to prepare for school or work. Sleeping for 5-6 hours don't do me good enough anymore. I've been sleeping for a good 8-10hours nowadays. Sleep, is a totally waste of time i find sometimes. I need some retail therapy tomorrow. After all the goodies i found while shopping before work yesterday..my heart has been itching to see them again, feet itching to walk about town, fingers itching to touch the stuff and giving off the paper bills. I'm itching to make some cookies too because i have a box of macademia nuts but baking always slipped my mind whenever i pass by supermarket. Who shall i bake for this time? Hmm...Why isn't it thursday today?!!!! I wanna watch the legend of the seeker. I don't like to watch anything online cos i can't stand low defination visuals. Oh yah and 2012 is superb! Got me thinking of what will happen on doomsday 22.12.12. Shrugs..so what if the mayans are true? Maybe not. Cos its not like the calendars can't reset and i believe its just an exaggeration. I think the incorporation of the noah's ark is brilliant but don't like the sad and scary part of people dying and all..Ah i'm so tired!!! Work + School. Both alone are manageable but when they comes together, i collapsed literally! I envy those who can juggle both like miss someone i know. Does she ever sleep?! Gosh!..Oggling at cars now. My goals are always so impractical..Its people like him that makes me ticked. Immaturity. Boy, don't you know you should never overestimate your worth in front of others cos it makes you sounds much more undervalued. Shrugs..What's up with all the guys i know nowadays anyway?! The girls are all damn fine with their attitudes, etc though. You know i can't help but believe all the gentlemen are taken and none of the Mr. Nice with the whole package have their heart dangling out there for cupid's arrow. Sorry girls, i would have to say no. BUT i think most of ya would agree with me. Its kind of sad to think of that...anyway that thinking is beneficial for me. Yah and i still can't forget yesterday's dream. Waking up to that kind of pain is unberable.

Its weird blogging such emo post this afternoon and in the midst to blog about a happy one now. Hahaha...Anyway i'm pleased that i finished my assignment. Going to mug for my test already! Bummer. What's more bummerish is that i have 2 papers on friday and 1 more next monday. Shit to the max! =X Eons ago since i encountered such chiongness. At least i don't get tests with assignments together in the same period in my poly days. In the span of one week somemore...Sigh.....At least i got something to be happy about! Looking forward to the upcoming trip with my girls! 1 more month!

And...Something happend tonight which i'm still unable to wipe the smile off my face whenever i drift my mind to think about it even when i feel so stressed and about the morning issue and all=) So much to look forward in life...Aww..i think i deserve to gloat about it for hours after class tomorrow for good. Haha. I'm so silly. Hope Baby can knock off early with the car so we can go watch 2012. I decided not to care about MICRO already! I must watch it tomorrow! Totally exhausted from all the stress...

Alright..mugging time now. Darn! Feel like curling up in my comfy bed and having sweet dreams...Till then.

Edited with PCD's Hush Hush.

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strength

I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there for me everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
For being your wrong

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything that you can do.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me , listen to me because...

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush